These Girls...

Sarah, Amber, Brittany, and Becca. I first want to say I love you guys- and that's an understatement. LOL! These are the people who know my heart, know my life, and who I'm going to change the world with. We have tried(LOL!) to meet about every week for a Bible study together. Sometimes at Starbucks and others like the picture above- Olive Garden. This Bible study has been such a blessing to me. More than words can describe really. This past time it was about being a missional person. Learning what it means to live like Christ and how to serve one another. I have learned so much through our conversations, our laughs, our prayers. I am amazed that we get to learn about God more together. I love how open we are with one another. I am incredably blessed that we have been able to fellowship with one another. I am so excited to begin our next one during the summer!! :D
On another note I have been in training for the Boys and Girls Club the past few days. The kids come in Monday! I am excited and also a little nervous. But I am putting it in God's hands.
I am still doing the shots things for now. It makes things more difficult in some ways, but I havn't flet this good in a very long time!
Becca graduated last Thursday. Wow. Like my Dad saids- "The one constant in life is change." Itn't that the truth? I was so proud of the person Becca has become and how well she did in high school. I had so much fun that night with Brittany, Becca, Jeff, and Julie. We are all heart brothers now. Don't ask. But fo realz- it was a blast! I am so excited to see where Becca goes from here! I know God has amazing plans for her. So to end this little post- here's a picture of me, Brittany, and the graduate herself-

My Mission Statement

So here's a quick update- I LOVE being on the shots! My sugars have not been this good in years.. ofcourse its only been a day, but so far so good!
So, I wanted to share something I have had for a long time. In my freashman year of high school I read a book saying that it is a good idea to write a mission statement for your life. Since then I have reviced and rewriten it numerous times to what you see today:

I promise to:

Put God above all else,
Love Him with all that I am and give all glory to Him,
Love and serve others above myself,
Try my hardest in all that I do,
Always stay close to my family,
Be a true friend at all times,
Stay true to myself,
Keep a positive outlook,
Reach out to those who are hurting,
Always stand for truth,
Always be able to laugh at myself,
Speak with my actions,
Always continue to learn,
Enjoy the simple pleasures of everyday life,
Never be afraid to live,
Take each day as my last,
Always encourage others- not tear them down,
Always set goals and try to acheive them,
Continue to fall more in love with Jesus each day,
And to discover who God has created me to be.

Giving It Another Shot

I have been on the insulin pump now for ten years of my life! I was diagnosed with type one Diabetes when I was nine years old, a year later I got the pump. From that point on I have never been diconnected from the pump for more than an hour or two because of swimming or whatever.
So now I have decided to try the shots again. I will be taking 4-6 shots a day, with one shot of long lasting insulin at night. I just took my pump off and it feels great! :) I feel freedom- like I need to go jump on a slip-N-slide or just roll around on the floor!
But yea.. tonight will be my first night being unconnected from my pump in years... and I am excited! It may seem werid I am excited to start taking shots again. They just hurt less and for this time in my life seem like the right choice for me. These next few weeks will be a trial run before I go back to the doctor to make decision on to go back on the pump or not. So I will keep you updated on what I think!
I am so ecxited to toss and turn all night without worrying about my pump!!!! It's the simple things in life...

Looking Back to Move Forward

Before beginning a new chapter I like to look back at the old. This past year ended up being different than I had planned. But that's how life goes right?
This past school year was filled with so many things. I got to room with my best friend, Amber. I can't believe how close we got this year. I know I could never find a better room mate or best friend. This year was also hard though. I learned mostly what I don't like to do, but I guess that beings you closer to what you do want. This year left me with more questions about my futrue than answers. Like I am thinking of changing my major. To what? I have no idea. Part of that is liberating, saying "God I no longer have a plan. You lead." Then again I am the kind of person who have lists and to-do's for everything! I like knowing what is going to happen and being able to plan for it. So now as I perpare for my junior year of college, I feel kinda like I am just floating. Waiting for my dream major to hit me in the head.
The best part of this year was the friends I have made and the friendships that have grown deeper throughout this year. Beginning with Amber and her random commments, never-ending laughter, and deep late night talks. I loved living with my best friend! Keely was also a big part of this year, That girl would come over around midnight and stay til about 3 every night dancing, studying, and giving me and Amber lots of greats tidbits of information. Next is Olivia, I am so glad I got to know her this year. She has left such an impact on my life. From her caring heart and geniune charater. Through Olivia I met Mwamba! I love that girl too! When me, Amber and her get together there is always laughs and I feel like we are so similar in so many ways. From our disney knowledge to our love for reading and our thrist for social justice. I know our friendship is now just beginning to bloom. I am so thankful for all these freinds and so many more God has placed in my life. I am reminded of the saying that there are only two things that will matter when you get to Heaven- Your relationship with God and your relationships with other people.
So that pretty much brings you up to speed on my life. Now I am at where the Summer stretches before me like the endless ocean, calling my name. I have been exciting for a break since Christmas break ended! I have a of plans and goals for this summer. A lot have to do with just planned "relaxing" though. A few more are to write my first novel, save money for a mission trip next year, learn some songs on the guitar, learn some more spanish, redo my room, get healthier, go to the beach with friends, and start a blog. Just to name a few... So one down, about 40 more to check off the list.
Well as you can tell- I love to write. So I am sure I will be on here again soon. I know this summer will be a time when I draw closer to God and hopefully hear His voice more clearly to where He is calling me. I am so excited for this summer and I am glad I finally stated a blog. Now time to start on my outline for my novel...