In The Zone

In The Zone- is the theme for this year's FCA Camp. I went to be a Huddle Leader this past week at Chattanooga for a girl's basketball camp. It was so refreashing to my soul- To be around women of God who their all consuming desire was to know and serve Christ. I also really enjoyed being around the sports atmosphere. God showed me his love for me, over and over again.
I just read my last post- eh... Man. I was feeling down. One thing that came back in full light at camp is that my opinions on my life shouldn't come from my own knowledge or feelings. I was relying too much on myself. (Proverbs 3:5-7)
Romans 8:28 "And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good for those called according to his purpose."
So ALL things that happen to me are for the good. I may never understand why. Not going to Colorado this summer- for the good. Having Diabetes- for the good. Being jobless for this season of my life- for the good. I must rest in this truth.
I want to understand! I mean that's one of the things about me. I want more and more knowledge and wisdom. I read and read and search for these hard answers. But when it comes to God- faith in his purpose and plan is something I must learn to do.
I want to know the Scripture more, to hide it in my heart. I am excited to go deeper in my relationship with the all-powerful, all-knowing, Holy God. He is more than I could ever think or imgian. His plans are far greater than mine could ever be-

Ephesians 3:20- "Now to him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us"

(This is also this year's FCA theme verse. I think the Lord is telling me something.)